this is kind of weird and awkward for me, but i have to tell you that i've been having the biggest crush on you for awhile now. i don't know how else to tell you, only this way. i don't go on here a lot, this isn't even my account, but if you ever want to talk i'm always on www.dateapply.com under the username "wishfulthinker" and please when you do see me next time, please don't act weird =/
“Blessing in disguise but I am not hiding who I am open your eyes bro
If I ever met you, I appreciate the love yo
Girls that I dated, it’s ok I am not mad yo
Unless you stabbed me in the heart, no love ho, this shit is so ill
Play it back from the top if you recognize real”—the prayer- kid cudi (via jrodgers42)
This year was crazy. The craziest yet. I was living the high school life. I changed. Life changed for me. Friends changed. I did things I said I thought I’d never do, like get a girlfriend haha. Memories are forever remembered, as this was the best and craziest year of my life.
I would like to first give a shout out to the people who have always been there for me. Throughout my changes. Throughout my stage of hanging out with different people, doing bad things. I love you guys.
Yeah I spent my first christmas with you guys
Yeah this was the first halloween I spent with a lot of friends <3
I know i’ve changed a lot, but Ill always be thankful that you guys were my friend no matter how asshole-ish I can be =).
Don’t worry bros, I remember you guys too, we did so much shit together. Hung out so much like first term of school, and during summer. We went to watch wack-ass robin hood. Saw a car getting stolen in Meadowview, and ate some good pizza =). I love you Daniel, Laffy, and Cameron. Hope things are going well Laffy. You’ve known me since kindergarten bro, and everyone here misses you. Even though we all changed, Laffy you with your independent studies, cameron, you with your rocker kids, I will always remember those “bro” moments where we just dicked around and slapped music in Laffy’s car. Ill miss you guys =(
Man we had so much fun. Especially with you Daniel. We did so much shit together over summer. Imma miss those days. Remember bro? When we played age of empires? I still remember the first time I gave you that age of empires CD. It was silver and blue. That was the day tyrone the trombone player spilt like his freaking cup of applesauce on me. FUCK THAT FAT FAGGOT. Yeah we had some good times. Before we even thought about girls or college? Remember those days where we just did an honest job of homework!? LOL. Ap work at the library and drawing comics. Remember that one Halloween where me and you just trick-or-treated by ourselves? In the rain? Talk about bro love. Ill never forget you bro. We’ve had like the same classes since 7th grade. And heck, we even did SALVIA together….LOL BRO REMEMBER THAT. Damn nigguh, its like you’ve been there since I was born. You’ve been there in band class, in algebra class with stupid ass eric, in english class, when I got sent out for making that racist joke to Elissa. You are like the only person that fully knows me. Yeah, when Im feeling down and shit you try to make me feel bettter haha…CUTE NIGGUH! We have like everything in common too, we even wanted to be engineers together. You do the computer shit! I make the software! Lol. We have like endless shit in common. Yet we are so different when we do parliamentary debates. You are definitely my main bro (Dont tell chris that) LOL.JK you guys have the same place in my heart.
Remember that one time we went mini-golfin? LOL. Simple times =)
How bout that one time we went to that FUCKING ROCK CONCERT. Yeah, those were good times. I remember it too. It was first term. We had APUSH and digital art together. After that we went to your house. It was the best. We entered the concert and there was loud music playing. We screamed hella! We came home hella late at night and got some in and out. One of the best days ever bro.
I don’t even need to say shit bro. You already know. You are my best buddy.
Oh how we’ve changed so much since first term man. haha.
Yeah we always argue about stupid shit…that’s why we’re in the debate team. Imma miss you Andre, Daniel, Kaleem,Labecca,Vik,Tyler. I love you guys. Debate family for life.
I think this was our first debate lol.
Resolved: This house believes we will always be bros. No matter what. IGHT?
I didn’t forget about you ANDRE! My debate brother. My Honors Pre-Calc brother. Whenever I needed stimulating conversation, I always came to you. Its not the same without you anymore dude. Me and daniel are lonely in Ms.Green’s class. It doesnt feel the same. I look at your empty seat, and imagine you hopping up and down your seat laughing like an idiot because you have just simulated sex. Haha man, Imma miss you bro. Imma miss being dicked my Ms.Green. Imma miss you telling me about internet memes, or some weird shit like creepy pasta. Yeah. Those days where we rushed to copy targets from Nancy! LOL. Those days where we came to 1st period 50 minutes late on late start Thursdays. Those days in comp and debate, where we freestyle rap haha. “How does santa know who’s nice or naughty, when his glasses are all foggy” -LT LOL. Man those are the days. Its not gonna be the same anymore man. Your seat is empty, and me and daniel keep saying ” He’s gonna come right? He’s just running a little late to first period like always right?” =’(
I imagine you walking through that door with some nutella maybe, or maybe some mcdonalds, or some bottles stanky milk. Lol. Naw, you aint never coming through that door again bro =(. Its not gonna be the same…Imma miss our skype sessions too. Peace out bro, hope life goes well for you. Always remember these dumbass highschool procrastinating skype days. Where we thought school would never end. But it finally did. It finally did man. “Man, next week is gonna be hella chill”. There never is gonna be another “next week”. Its over bro. Its over =(
And how could I forget you Nancy? Man, you were like the best lady friend I ever had haha. You would always talk to me about my problems in a girl’s perspective haha. And we would always talk out problems together…even in spanish. Those were the days. Without you, I wouldn’t have passed honors pre calc probably. You helped me in spanish too. Yeah, I admit I was taking advantage of your kindness by copying homework. But thanks, you still let us copy even though you didn’t want to. Haha, thanks nancy, you are like the bestest friend ever! Remember, take it easy sometimes, junior year is gonna be hard :D. Thanks for helping me through mines. <3
Yeah things come to an end. Innocence ends. I remember the day I broke out my innocence…THE DAY I MET THIS DUMBASS NAMED CHRIS DO. Haha. We used to dislike eachother. But we became friends through swim. I wanted to learn how to swim, so we kicked it during summer and swam. You showed me a different perspective of life. Youshowed me how to live it up. You built up my confidence, and improved my social life. You were there for all my girl problems, and we went through girl problems together. Yeah we thought girls were evil. How could they hurt us so much? It doesn’t matter, I learned so much from hanging out with you.
You’ve been there with me from the first dance I ever went to.
To the Last dance We ever went to.
Did I mention we even almost died together? Yeah we partied it up. We did crazy things. We were livin the highschool life. I mean drugs, girls, good grades,sports thats the highschool life right? There was no limit. We didnt know there was a limit. Until it was finally reached. I thought I almost died with you bro. When were were in the ambulance getting hauled away you told me “we are officially bestfriends now” lol. Yeah of course. What other friends do you go to the hospital with? best.
That night we got our first friendship bracelets.
We are like the stupidest bros ever.
Man, Daniel and Chris, you guys are even my swim and band brothers. We have that unbreakable bond.
:3. You guys will look back on the band times and smile real big.
Haha, Oh daniel. Band wouldn’t be the same without you.
Swim was fun too. Even though I couldnt go to the meets because of the “Incident” I still had fun because you guys.
How bout those first 2 weeks of conditioning where we went to Mcdonalds after practice and had “Bro Talks”. Yeah, most of us had girl issues at that time. And those rides home in shahbaz’s car :). Or those days where we just loitered before or after swim practiced around the Valley area…Man good memories in those area.We even saw two black people kissing…TWO BLACK GIRLS WHAT?
Yeah those rides in shahbaz’s car were something else. Ill remember those days forever.
Yeah we would always talk about girl issues in Shahbaz’s car. Those were the days. At the time, I had recently met this beautiful girl. Her name was Tuyen Bui. Man, did I get mixed signals from her. One week I thought she loved me to death. The other, she ignored me subconsciously, and I thought she hated me. Yeah we had talks about girls, we thought they were evil. We thought we would never find that right girl. Little did I know, that right girl fell right into my hands. Now 20 years in the future I will always remember her. She symbolized the little happiness I had in my life, during times of trouble. Yeah, Ill look back, and Ill remember.
Remember our first picture together…
(Yeah this was the first day I met you Tuyen. We looked so different? I dont know, but there was something about you. I didn’t know what I was getting myself into. If only I’d go back in time and tell the past me that I would be going out with you. The past me would be so happy. Because you know what? The present me is happy. We had so much fun that day, I thought I was just meeting another random girl, but man, there was something about you…I remember how we met, ritney complimented me on my scarf, and I complimented both of you guys on your sweaters lol! I thought you were the cutest thing ever! I was gonna get your number, but you didn’t have a phone. You added me on facebook that night, and we messaged eachother and said we were happy that we met eachother.)
Remember the first time we held hands, the first movie we watched…
(So we started messaging eachother and the following week I invited you to the movies and we watched tangled. It was cute. I was thinking about holding your hand all night…but I couldnt do it. After the movie tangled was over, we watched another movie. I forgot what it was. I wasn’t paying attention much. I was just looking at you the whole time. Well I finally went for it. I HELD YOUR HANDS LOL. I WAS LIKE SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTT. It felt nice. Like my heart had a boner. LOL. After that we went to walk around, and it was real foggy I remmebered. And cold. I let you wear my scarf and I think you took it with you!? LOL. I forgot. But I had fun that night, we even took photobooth pictures :3. I think that’s the first time i ever took photobooth pictures)
The first time we kissed…♥
(This was 2 nights following the night I got out the hospital. I remember. I felt like I almost died, and I needed to see you. I needed to see you Tuyen, because I wasn’t gonna let a girl as good as this slip out my life. So I went to the dance with you, and we had fun right? I took you outside and we hugged. It was pretty cold. We just talked about stuff, and how I felt when I almost died haha. Man, I remember it so vividly. Well I gave you a long hug, and I don’t know how it happened or who did what, but we ended up kissing lol. It was great. Ill always remember that!”
My first valentine ♥….
(Yeah, my history of girls weren’t so great. I don’t like girls. Ya know? But somehow I seem to like you. Explain that to me. I remember Valentines day was the monday after the dance. I had a fun time. It was my first time bowling too =). So many memories with you, I swear to god. My second photobooth pictures? Lol. Oh, I will never look at photobooths the same again. WHAT. Lol.)
I liked you so much Tuyen…yet we weren’t going out. Im not gonna lie Tuyen, I got a lot of mixed signals from you. People told me you were just like that. That I couldn’t change you. I didn’t care if I got hurt. I just wanted to be with you. I was gonna do something special, something sweet, really sweet. But it took time, and I didnt have time. I just wanted to be with you so bad. As fast as possible before you slip away. So I asked you out. It was March 16th. I went to pick you up from your school, and we went to the park. The weather was beautiful and we were just hugging for really long and stuff like that…you know the fruity shit LOL. Anyways we were sitting down, your leggs stretched across my lap, while I sat down criss-crossed. I told you I needed to ask you a question. You looked at me and laughed jokingly, thinking that it was just another one of my jokes. I laughed too. So I made a joke, I asked you ” hey do these jeans make my but look big?” You laughed. But you knew there was something more to it. I told you I was joking, and I asked you the real question. I said. ” Tuyen, will you be my girlfriend”. You said yes. And on that day we were official. I walked you home, and you got yelled at by your dad. Yeah it wasn’t the best day ever,and things didnt work out perfectly, but you were finally mines,and I was finally yours <3.
This is the first picture we ever took as an offical couple LOL. Yeah we looked like shit that day, BUT WHO CARES!? WE ARE AWESOME. <3
I came home, and the first thing I did…was make it facebook official. Looks like a lot of people think we’re cute.
We are now a happy couple, and it’s about to be our two months =). We are amazing together dont ya think? We haven’t had an argument yet. Well a real argument. We’ve been mad at eachother, but we talked it out like a real couple. Every week I grow closer to you Tuyen Bui….and I’m falling so hard for you.
It’s little moments like these that make me smile inside =).
Or all the retarded pictures we take together….♥
I’d never thought I liked a girl like this. I’d never thought I’d like a girl ever again. I opened up to you Tuyen ♥. You are my first girlfriend….hehe. I took my first photobooth pictures with you, I first bowled with you….I did so many things with you…We have so much memories. Man. You changed my life Tuyen, you make me so Happy ♥, just know that I love you to death =). WE also changed the lives of people around us.We even got valley and sheldon and monterey trail people hanging out with eachother! Thanks for being in my life Tuyen. I will always remember you ♥♥♥.
Although many of thought we would always stay young. That we will always have the same friends. That we will always be the same. We are wrong. Things change, people change, we grow distant. But no matter how distant we grow, no matter how much death or fights or life separates us. We will always have memories.
Although we make new friends…
Old one’s are still in our heart…
and although we grow old and can’t have fun like this :
or like this
or even have moments like this:
…We will always keep these memories in our hearts. And cherish them forever. We will remember that time when things were good. Remember that time spent with that special somebody. Remember those moments spent hanging around good friends. I try to remember. But most of us try to forget. They try to move on with their lives,grow up, and get a job. Always remember the good times in highschool. And never grow up. Never grow up ya hear? To all of you guys reading this, never grow up, always try to have some kid in ya. We are growing up too fast, and it is time now. time to say our goodbyes. Time to throw all this year’s work in the trash. It is time to grow up…No one wants to grow up. But in the end we all have to. But I WON’T GROW UP. I will always be a kid.
Thou shalt accept the Bass Clef as the Lord Thy God and the Treble Clef as your Immortal Savior.
Thou shalt hit the low notes a Tuba can to hit and the high notes a Horn can hit.
Thou shalt hold the damned thing up if marching.
Thou shalt grow a pair and stop fingering concert A at me when I’m not looking.
Thou shalt BLOW LIKE A REAL MAN! (wait a minute…)
Thou shalt get along with thine section, even if ye read different clefs; when Adolphe Sax rises again, the high brass will be too busy getting buttraped, and the trombones will be too busy having massive orgies to notice, so y’all’d best work together, y’hear?
Thou shalt accept that there is only ever one treble clef part.
Thou shalt not let the trombones “play with thine valves” unless you want to have sex with them.
Thou shalt cover up all tenor and bari sax sound, for they are posers.
Thou shalt revere and honor all lady-euphs. If there are no lady-euphs, thou shalt have a sausage fest.